{"id":1437,"date":"2024-08-13T03:20:42","date_gmt":"2024-08-13T00:20:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/?p=1437"},"modified":"2024-08-13T12:10:50","modified_gmt":"2024-08-13T09:10:50","slug":"cerofobi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/2024\/08\/13\/cerofobi\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7erofobi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Bir\u015feylerim \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131yor ya\u015famaktan<br>Damla damla s\u0131z\u0131yor ruhum<br>Karanl\u0131k \u015fehrin menfezlerine<br>Bir fahi\u015fe y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u015f\u00f6yle diyor,<br>&#8220;Tanr\u0131 seninle dalga ge\u00e7iyor.&#8221;<br>Sanki i\u015fi g\u00fcc\u00fc yokmu\u015f gibi.<br>B\u00fct\u00fcn laflar, b\u00fct\u00fcn sohbetler<br>Ayn\u0131 yere \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yormu\u015f gibi<br>\u00c7al\u0131m satmay\u0131 da b\u0131rak.<br>Sende biliyorsun kimine g\u00f6re rastlant\u0131 olan\u0131n ba\u015fkas\u0131na g\u00f6re mucize oldu\u011funu bal gibi.<br>Hen\u00fcz, hakk\u0131nda delirmi\u015f dedikodular\u0131n\u0131 duymad\u0131ysan,<br>Senin de v\u00fclgarize bir \u00f6yk\u00fcye sahip oldu\u011funu&#8230;<br>Belki de ger\u00e7ekten anlams\u0131zd\u0131 bu sema,<br>M\u00fcneccimlerin palavras\u0131yd\u0131 olup bitenler.<br>T\u00fcm ilahi i\u015faretler bir yan\u0131lsama olsun,<br>Peki o zaman yan\u0131lan \u015fuur da nerden peyda oldu?<br>Daha sen bile karar verememi\u015fsin,<br>Pes edi\u015fimin mi yoksa bir karara var\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n m\u0131 daha erdemli bir son olaca\u011f\u0131na.<br>Fark\u0131m\u0131z asl\u0131nda ne biliyor musun?<br>Sen Tanr\u0131y\u0131 Sina&#8217;da ararken<br>Ben \u00e7\u00f6lde onun eline dokundum.<br>\u0130kimiz de y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131k, fark ne diyip durma,<br>Sen heryeri dola\u015f\u0131p inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir \u00f6yk\u00fc arad\u0131n, bulamad\u0131n, vazge\u00e7tin,<br>Bense sadece bir yere b\u00fct\u00fcn anlamlar\u0131 a\u015fan bir senaryo yazmaya kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131m da vaz ge\u00e7tim.<br>Sen bir aynada ba\u015fka y\u00fczler arad\u0131n,<br>Bense binlerce y\u00fczde bir ayna arad\u0131m.<br>\u0130kimizden birisi ba\u015farsayd\u0131 tarihe ge\u00e7ecekti.<br>Ben evde oturuyordum, sen de nerden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>2024-Lizbon<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>CHEROFOBIA<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Estou a ser roubado por viver<br>Minha alma pinga<br>Para os esgotos escuros da cidade.<br>Um prostuita fala na minha cara :<br>&#8220;Deus goza contigo&#8221;<br>Como ele n\u00e3o tivesse nada a fazer.<br>Deixa de fazer figura como<br>Todas as conversas, todas as palavras<br>N\u00e3o dessem para mesmo s\u00edtio.<br>Tu tamb\u00e9m sabes muito bem que<br>Aquele que uns chamam coincid\u00eancia, outros chamam miragle,<br>Se ainda ningu\u00e9m fofocou sobre ti como &#8220;ele enlouqueceu&#8221;, teres uma vida bastante vulgarizada.<br>Talvez, este c\u00e9u realmente n\u00e3o tinha nenhum sentido,<br>Os Magos \u00e9 que exageraram.<br>Vamos ent\u00e3o assumir todos os sinais divinos como uma ilus\u00e3o,<br>Ent\u00e3o donde surgiu este iludir?<br>Nem tu tens a certeza,<br>Se eu desistir ou mudar de ideia seria um fim mais glorioso.<br>Sabes qual \u00e9 a diferen\u00e7a entre nos?<br>Tu foste procurar Deus na Monte Sina,<br>Enquanto eu j\u00e1 estava a tocar na sua m\u00e3o no deserto.<br>Agora nao me venhas dizer, ambos ficamos desmaiados, ent\u00e3o Qual \u00e9 diferen\u00e7a.<br>Tu foste procurar uma hist\u00f3ria impressionante para todas as aldeias, e n\u00e3o encontraste e desististe.<br>Eu tentei escrever a hist\u00f3ria mais impressionante para uma aldeia s\u00f3, e n\u00e3o consegui, desisti.<br>Tu procuraste caras diferente num espelho,<br>Eu procurei um espelho em milhares de caras.<br>Se um de n\u00f3s conseguisse, seria uma lenda.<br>Mas afinal, eu estava sentado em casa, de onde tu surgiste?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir\u015feylerim \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131yor ya\u015famaktanDamla damla 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mucize&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[141],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1437","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirlerim"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1437","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1437"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1437\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1439,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1437\/revisions\/1439"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1437"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1437"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1437"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}