Can pazar\u0131nda didikledim buncas\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Renk renk ay\u0131rd\u0131m, serdim tezgahlar \u00fcst\u00fcne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hepsi biraz i\u011freti durdu, Hi\u00e7biri oturmad\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se\u00e7e se\u00e7e, bunca hayat\u0131n aras\u0131ndan, so\u011fuk bir \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc lay\u0131k buldum ruhuma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Can de\u011fil \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc evet, yak\u0131\u015fan bu sakin bedene. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fclerin y\u00fczlerinde vakur bir ifade olur ya hani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fclmezler belki ama ona buna a\u011flamazlar da, ciddiye de almazlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir hadi bilemedin iki g\u00fcn sonra indirilecek olsalar da topraktan alta, alttan al\u0131rlar hayat\u0131 ama altta da kalmazlar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sen niye be\u011fenmedin ki bu vakur duru\u015fu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vakit tamamd\u0131r. Gitme vaktidir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Olsa olsa tek bir eksikten bahsedilebilir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Konya ak\u015famlar\u0131nda esen bir meltem. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet evet. Belki onbe\u015f, belki yirmi be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131r haf\u0131zamda bu meltemi bu an i\u00e7in mi saklad\u0131m yoksa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Meltem nedir? Esmek nedir? Konya nerededir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yel de esti, mana da tamamland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oyalanmad\u0131r bu, oyalanma!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hi\u00e7bir yelkovan oyalanmaz. Hi\u00e7bir hayat yar\u0131m kalmaz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalsa kalsa belki bir ka\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk \u00f6ks\u00fcz kal\u0131r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yahu Malik\u00fcl M\u00fclk yukar\u0131da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat bir damla su, hatta sular i\u00e7inde susuzluk<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm ise zamandan mekandan s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sonsuzluk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir yar\u0131\u015fsa bu yar\u0131\u015fal\u0131m madem, sen misin delili\u011fin piri, ben mi? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seni ge\u00e7erim, ben birinci gelirim. Senin g\u00f6z\u00fcn dal\u0131nca yarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sen d\u00fcnyay\u0131 bil, ben \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bilirim. Benim g\u00f6z\u00fcm yaln\u0131z kuru bir mezarda.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Can pazar\u0131nda didikledim buncas\u0131n\u0131. Renk renk ay\u0131rd\u0131m, serdim tezgahlar \u00fcst\u00fcne. Hepsi biraz i\u011freti durdu, Hi\u00e7biri oturmad\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme. Se\u00e7e se\u00e7e, bunca hayat\u0131n aras\u0131ndan, so\u011fuk bir \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc lay\u0131k buldum ruhuma. Can de\u011fil \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc evet, yak\u0131\u015fan bu sakin bedene....<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[141],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1427","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirlerim"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1427","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1427"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1427\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1428,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1427\/revisions\/1428"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1427"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1427"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ibrahimaybek.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1427"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}